Ek bar socha jo hota tune!

               Ek pal Bhi socha Hota agar mere bare Mein Toh dekhti kitna tarasta Hoon Main bas Ab Tujhe dekhne ke Liye :) Kabhi Dikh Bhi jaati Hai Tu Mujhe Toh dur Dur Tak main Tera peecha Karta Hoon par akhir Mein itna hi pata chalta Hai Ki main khud ki parchai Ka peecha kar raha tha :) mann mera tadap sa jaata Hai ruh kaamp jaati Hai :) jeene Ki wo aas jo zinda thi Tere Sath Tha jab wo Bhi kahin dil hi dil mein dafan ho jaati hai :') Dekhti nahi jab tu meri taraf jab kabhi main tere samne aata tab dil ki dhadkan bhi ruk si jaati hai :")
  

                Haan reh toh raha hoon main tere bina ab bhi :) magar hoon zinda?  puch iske baare mein mere dosto se mere sathiyo se jo ab mujhse puchte hai,  puchte hain ki kya hua hai mujhe!  Kyun rehta hoon khafa sa in sab se :) kya jeene ki aas nahi mujhe ab? ya koi dard chipaye ghumta hoon main kahin Is dil mein ! Samaj nahi aata kya jawab doon main unhe in baaton ka, kaise kahu ki ab kuch acha nahi lagta :) nahi lagti khushiya bhi mujhe ki wo meri hain nahi lagta ki dil dhadakta bhi hai kahin mere seene mein :') roti hai aatma meri naam yun tera pukkar ke jaise lage jeene ka ek sahara tha tu :) kinra tha tu meri choti si kashti ka :)